My C,
I honestly cannot believe another year has gone by and you are six today. Six is two hands, which is firmly big kid. But buddy I am going to hold your hand in a parking lot until you're aching to let go. Let's not get there too fast okay?
You, my boy, challenge me in the best ways. I am learning how to parent right along with you learning how to grow and there's a learning curve for both of us. But oh how I love you and how you love us all back so well. I love watching you with your sister. (Most of the time anyway.) You two really are the best of the friends, unless either one of you has decided on "alone time" which obviously devastates the person who didn't want to be alone.
I am still up in the air over whether TK was the right choice and I can't wait to see you bloom even more next year. But you know, it is the right choice because I can't take it back. And I wouldn't give away my mornings with you for all the money in the world.
Hearing you read me stories is the best. I have prayed that you would be a reader and now I will pray that you never stop. Stories are so important and we can learn so many lessons from them. It cracks me up that you say your favorite thing to do at school is math because you're so good at reading! Regardless of whether you blow Kindergarten out of the water or not, I am going to miss you more than I can even fathom next year.
Lately, we've been working on you forming opinions. You are such a people pleaser that you don't want to put anything against anything. For real, if I ask you who your favorite people at school are you say "everyone." When asked about your favorite food you tell us that you don't know. (It's safely cheeseburgers and fruit.) I love that you are so fair but it is okay to pick sometimes.
Nothing frustrates me more than when you refuse to clean up your messes. I know that no kid likes cleaning so you're not alone in your feelings and I am not alone in my frustration but you know just how to push my buttons it seems. But even when I am the most frustrated and angry, never for a minute doubt that I love you entirely and I am so incredibly thankful that you are mine.
Your love for penguins and walruses has not ceased and I am so thankful for that. Just when I think the world is spinning too fast and you are getting too big, you come back for a snuggle or do something that reminds me that you are still my little boy. You have the absolute sweetest, most empathetic personality and I love when it shines. You are such a gift to humanity and we should all be a little more like you.
I hope I never forget my sweet boy who loves to copy books word for word into notebooks, strew crayons about, play make believe, loves Disney Jr., tell jokes and drink chocolate milk. You are such a precious gift and you have my heart. Happy Birthday, C, I love you entirely.
Love,
Mom
But how did we go from this
to this so fast?!